Saturday, April 29

Schedule was good today and yesterday, but he was really fussy today all day.  He just seemed off and unhappy.  He was crying in his crib at bedtime and I squirted some Tylenol into his mouth.  He almost seemed relieved, like he recognizes that Tylenol equals no more hurt.  Can he learn things like that so early?  I hope he's not a drug addict in the making.  

Went over the will today.  Talking numbers scares me.  I don't want the responsibility.  I don't know whether to grin with giddiness or cry in terror.  I hope it doesn't become an issue until I'm old enough to handle it.  Like 60 LOL.  

Still deciding on a daycare.  Really liked TT and KC.  KC opens a half hour earlier, but it's farther away, so that's somewhat of a moot point.  If Mike needs to drop off Spence for some reason (which I think we all know won't happen too often)  TT is much closer for him.  Still in the opposite direction, but seeing as I will be doing the vast majority of drop-off/pick-up, it's more important for it to be convenient for me.  I think we are going to go with TT, it seemed more sterile - which is more important at this age than ever.  Maybe later we can switch to KC, if we see that he's shy and needs help coming out of his shell.  KC seemed much more creative, whereas TT was much more organized.  That could just be management, though.  TT has the village, but KC has the tree room and it seemed to be used more often.  Oh well, we'll figure it out.