Sorry I haven't updated in quite awhile. I guess that just means that things are going well again. I can look back now and see that I had a pretty severe case of ppd. I thought that because I was already on anti-depressants I would be immune, so to speak, but I was more than a little wrong. I feel a hundred thousand times better. I can see now that Spencer is fine, it was all in my head. He is finally starting to talk more and picking up more words.

Rachel is growing like a weed. Still no teeth and no crawling, but she is starting to commando crawl and inch forward. I'd say it won't be long, but I said that a month ago lol.

Christmas was a lot of fun. Only marred by MIL being higher than a kite at our Christmas Eve dinner. Apparently her and FIL are fighting and she just wanted to relax. I have no idea how many oxycotins she took, but it was more than a couple. She almost dropped Rachel. Tonight is our first date night since then, and if she's even a little out of it, I'm not leaving. I know she's going through a really rough patch right now and I certainly don't want to add to it, but I have to put the kids first. And Tom just comes and sits on the couch and takes a nap, so he's no help.

Anyway, the kids are having a blast with all the new toys, and it breaks up the monotony for me too.

Mike was home for 12 days straight and we actually had a really good time together. I think I wrote about Dr. Heather wanting me to ask him about 'the website incident' to clear the air. It didn't hamper our time together at all. Other than some PMS on my part, we got along famously.

I'll try to catch up some more later. Right now Rachel is whining and I have to get us ready for speech therapy. I've been devoting all my evening time to scrapping and Wowing, but I'll try to get here tonight. I have a lot I want to get down so I can remember later in life.