Sunday, May 7

Fussy again from 6 to 7 (give or take).  I think the tooth is farther through than before, but I've thought that before, so we'll just wait and see.  The reflux is getting worse, he wakes up from a nap and just spits out clear liquid.  Is it weird that I've considered tasting it to see how acidic it is?  I'm thinking of adding a little bit to his afternoon bottle, because that seems to be where the biggest problem is.  I'm just winging it though.  I know it's not going to hurt him, so I'm just going on my instincts.  Being a mommy.  It's a little weird b/c this it the first thing that I'm really going off on my own and I feel for the first time like a real mom.  Oh well...  

Also, I hate Tuscon!  I got some new clothes in an bigger size.  That sucks, but I'm doing well on the diet so hopefully it's just a temporary thing.  Down 6 pounds already and trying to be strong without berating myself.  Mike said that we would pay for the clothes, but I knew with every bite I shoved in my preggo mouth what I was doing.  I'm off the pill now and when we get preggers again I'm going to a nutritionist to learn how to keep the baby healthy, but not gain the weight again.