More about today.  Day two and a half of the new diet.  It started on Thursday when I hit bottom.  I don't know why, but I just broke.  I think it was when I realized that if I want to look decent in Memphis (which I do) I'm going to have to buy some clothes that fit.  That really sucks.  Luckily I don't plan on being this weight for long, so I can go to Lane Bryant and buy some stylish clothes even though their quality is shit.  I promised myself I wouldn't ever shop there again and it sucks that I have to break that promis to myself, but live and learn.  Hopefully this will be the last time.  We've decided to stop taking the pill and let nature take its course as far as little Jack/Aeryn goes.  I've also decided that if and when I get pregnant I will consult a nutritionist so that I can lose or at least not gain with number 2.  I certainly can't afford to gain another 80 pounds, that's for sure.  Also, I think that I might have enjoyed being preggo if I hadn't gained soooo much.  This time I'll do it right.  Cravings, be damned!!  LOL

Daily weight: 239
Calories: 1238
Fat: 43.8
Overall feeling: hopeful