I don't want to start the weekend off this way. M called earlier. He was feeling "good". I was ecstatic. He was planning on leaving work early and going to run errands and was very upbeat! Hip Hip Hooray!! I called him a little while ago (about an hour before he would normally leave work) to see if he had left yet, and find out when he planned on being home. And boom. No more happy M, but sad "burnt out" (he actually said it) M. I know, nothing is worse than thinking you'll get to leave work early and then finding out that you can't AND he had to work through lunch apparently, so he' actually working a really long day instead of a short one. Okay, there's the key. That's what I needed to see. He started talking about running his errands after S goes to bed, and I could hear the "and there's no end in sight" in his voice because he sees the weekends just as much as work as the weekdays. God will he ever grow up and learn to relax without a catalyst in the form of cig, beer, TV, or video game? Spending time with family is SUPPOSED TO BE RELAXING!!! At least with your immediate family. It's not like I make a list of shit he has to do as soon as he arrives home or expect him to pick up tons of slack because I'm preggo. He does that himself. Why??? Oh yeah, so he can keep himself from ever getting it all done and constantly feel bad about himself. But, I digress... He thought he was leaving early, but had to work more than usual. That sucks (no sarcasm, it really does). Remember that and don't be a drag when he gets home. No Friday night fights!!!!!

Oh and S's nap schedule is all screwed up!!!! It's like we are back in the early stages, when I'd put him in his crib 6-7 times a day and he might fall asleep 1-2 of those times. I think tomorrow, I'm going to just keep him up till noon (lunch at 11:15 or so) then hopefully he'll sleep until 2 or 3. I try to watch for his sleep cues, but they are different every day. And next week is daylight savings, so noon will be 1 and that will work out well.

Haven't felt any kicking from R all day. Not since this morning. I'm assuming that I just haven't felt it and she's fine, but I'm still a little concerned. Maybe I'll go lay down right now and hope for the best.