Tuesday, November 6

End of another day. Spencer was great all day. Rachel was great all day. Apparently she cried for Lucy for awhile while I was at the doctor. Go Rachel!! Lucy was driving me crazy within about 30 seconds of walking in the door. I left for my appt 15 minutes early.

Dr. Joe: "So you need a refill on your Wellbutrin, how's that working for you?"
Me: "It's not." (tears already forming) "I'm so overwhelmed, and scared, and everything, I feel like I can't breathe most of the time."

So on and so forth. He told me to double my dosage of Wellbutrin, and is referring me to the same counselor that Mike is seeing. He thinks it's a good idea for us both to see the same counselor so she can get an idea of the family picture. He also tried to ease my mind a little about Spencer, which was good to hear for a change.

So Mike and I went to dinner and then we played a little Halo 3. I made it through an entire level only getting frustrated minimally. That's good.