Wednesday, April 23

Yesterday Mike found out for sure that they are closing his office.  We've unofficially known for a long time, but this is the first official word.  He's taking it very hard.  I don't know what to do to help him.  Heather said last night that he might have long term depression going back farther than our relationship.  She said he needs to see the prescribing doc asap to get him on the right kind/dosage of a/d's and she thinks he needs anti-anxiety meds too.  Her saying 'asap' didn't help him either.

The last of the info regarding our friends was released today.  I didn't see it.  Mike just told me that it regarded his girlfriend and the lies he told her.  Also some pics of the house aftermath.  He said I shouldn't look.  I wish I could take his advice.  I talked to my friend and she is going to his funeral this weekend to show support for his family.  Not for him.  At least it's over.  The county prosecutor apparently said that this is it, case closed.  There will be no more to learn.  He did it.  Plain and simple.  No question.

Kids are great.  Got some great video of the dogs and Spencer playing today.  Went to the zoo with a friend.  She is going to be vice pres and I will (probably) be pres of the mom's club.  Fun times.  I'm actually thinking that it will be good for me.  I'm already coming up with activities and such.

We've got therapy tomorrow, then possibly going to the park and getting Spencer a haircut.  He really needs one.  

Trying to focus on the positive and stay positive.  No sense dwelling on things I can't do anything about.  I ironed his interview shirt.  At least I can do that.