So the thing went okay yesterday.  The speech pathologist told us more in an hour than we learned in seven months of therapy before.  So that was good.  Overall a very good experience.  Just need to prep myself for the next round in two weeks.  But whatever, right?!

The Halloween party today went well.  Everyone seemed to have a good time.  Thank goodness my mom was there for the kids.  I felt like I was completely neglecting them while doing organizing tasks.  My mom even took them home because they were so tired (though Spencer never did nap) and I stayed for another hour.  I really don't like the fact that if she hadn't been there I would have made them stay.  Their needs are supposed to come first, and I don't like it when my MOM responsibilities interfere with my mommy responsibilities.  I'm glad the next party will be planned by someone else so I can just enjoy it with my kids.  I'm honestly a little tired of the whole president thing.  Maybe it will change, maybe it won't.  I don't really care about that anymore.  I think honestly I thought it would be distracting from the other stuff with Spencer, but I don't really need distraction anymore.  So now it's just another thing I have to do that I'm not really into.  The club deserves someone who cares more.  If I'm still feeling this level of apathy in the spring, I'll definitely resign.

That's pretty much it for me for now.  Just kinda blah.