I really don't know how I feel about how the day ended. Mike is a mess. He's back to playing WoW. Whatever, as long as he doesn't do it while Spencer is awake, oh wait, already broke that rule. I thought it would take longer than a few days. I debated whether to mention it yesterday, but thought I was being ridiculous. After all we've been through with Spencer, Mike understands the constant vigilance we need to show, right?! Guess not. I know he's having a rough time, but I feel like I'm literally fighting for my son's life every minute of every day.

Jennifer, the EI specialist, also agreed that we aren't "out of the woods" as far as autism goes. Boo! She said we shouldn't be "overly concerned" but stay aware. She said he was better with her this visit than last, I didn't even realize there was an issue last time. We did paperwork the entire time last time. She also said that it seems like the pointing is coming. He's doing more and more each day.

God I'm so sick of worrying!!! I just want to relax.

Spencer said "bye-bye" to Jennifer. I think he thought he was leaving because he ran to get his shoes. He wasn't particularly upset that he wasn't leaving, just confused. He was also VERY tired and cranky. He only took an hour nap earlier. I think his teeth are bothering him again. Poor little guy.

Rachel was crying a bunch. Didn't want to go to sleep. I don't know what's up with her.

Mike seems almost desperate for us to leave on Thursday. I feel like he's mentally counting the minutes.

This is definitely not how I imagined my life working out...