Tuesday, October 2
Went to the Y. I went badly. I talked it up all morning and in the car. As soon as we got to the door of the childwatch, Spencer started crying. Then Rachel started crying. Rachel kept on crying and they had to come and get me after about 5 whole minutes of working out. Spencer had calmed, but was starting up again at the slightest thing. I got Rachel calmed and handed her back, but she was crying again practically before I got out the door, so I just took them and left. Boo! They said to keep trying though, some kids just need more time than others. When the brought me Rachel adn her car seat and then let Spencer out of the kids area he was still crying. I strapped Rachel in and then turned around. Spencer grabbed my hand and held on tightly. He stopped crying instantly when we walked out of the door, but didn't let go of my hand (except to press the door opener button) until we got to the car. He threw another tantrum when we got home and I wouldnt' let him play in the garage with the stroller. I just put them both down for a nap. As soon as they get quiet I'm taking a shower. With Mike sleeping till noon yesterday, I didn't get to get one, and I feel gross.